Depressed Christmas by sweetieboom8cookiemo, literature
Literature
Depressed Christmas
My long, light brown hair was flared up in several places due to just getting up. Quietly, sneaking into the living room there it was. Our stockings and presents under the sun bright Christmas tree. I heard a quick thump then went to my room to hide under my covers. I chuckled quietly remembering that memory from when i was younger, a much more happier person too.
Now at 17, i just stare at the not so bright tree with a hope that can't ever be found. Biting into a christmas cookie from the Santa plate on my left, I try to remember more of those memories; the more positive ones. But, the nightmares and flashing pains never cease to come back.
Depressed Christmas by sweetieboom8cookiemo, literature
Literature
Depressed Christmas
My long, light brown hair was flared up in several places due to just getting up. Quietly, sneaking into the living room there it was. Our stockings and presents under the sun bright Christmas tree. I heard a quick thump then went to my room to hide under my covers. I chuckled quietly remembering that memory from when i was younger, a much more happier person too.
Now at 17, i just stare at the not so bright tree with a hope that can't ever be found. Biting into a christmas cookie from the Santa plate on my left, I try to remember more of those memories; the more positive ones. But, the nightmares and flashing pains never cease to come back.
Hi, i'm just an autistic woman thats friendly, kind, and i have a ton of special interests and I'm glad to have the friends here on DA and irl, my family, and art. If i didn't have any of those things, i probably wouldn't be around but i am so who cares and lets have fun!
I know its literally been forever since I've uploaded here but I wanted some help in deciding what I should do next. I think personally I have improved a lot in the few years that I was absent but i was wondering if anyone had any suggestions or other ideas besides these that i have here.
A) Disney Related Piece
B) A redrawing of one of my older deviations (to see how much i have improved)
C) Something more abstract (with shapes or something)
D) Other (suggest ideas below in comment section)
Thanks for reading and have a good day/night!
I'm truly sorry. I'm sorry to everyone I never responded to in these last couple years, sorry I haven't had any conversations with my friends on here and I don't blame them if they don't want to be my friend anymore because I've been off DA too much. I've been on and off dealing with my depression and grief a lot especially this year. Basically summer of last year, my grandfather who I was really close and who I would go see everyday got diagnosed with cancer. From there, I went to his apartment more often trying to help him everything I could. Eventually he had to go to the VA hospital in December and passed away right after my first week ba
Y'all probably noticed I'm not on here as much. Its because I use Tumblr a lot more and have gone through my first semester of college to keep my grades up for A+ bs requirements. I may consider quitting because I haven't made any attempt to submit deviations in almost a year, hardly ever get on here so i never know about problems or if anyone needed me(very unlikely but still), and sometimes all the constant typing is time consuming on me. Im doing alright but I'm still trying to figure out my autism more especially in the area of stimming. I felt like nothing but just a burden to you guys and i don't know whats going to happen. I may just s
I apologize for the late thanking, I tend to come on dA for a mass upload, and then abandon it once more. For more frequent updates, I recommend checking out my Instagram, Twitter, or Facebook profiles.